We have been struggling to keep up of late.
I'm working more hours, the girls have exams, the garden is getting away from us, and as for the field!
We've a possible move on the cards - to a tiny house but one we might own in part - but we can't know if that is either possible or the right thing to do, as yet.
I have stayed awake long hours praying and listening on this. Should I give up this job? It's stopping us from living out our agrarian calling.
Should I keep this job? It's helping to keep us afloat financially.
Should we stay here, where we feel called to things we have not yet achieved.
Should we bust a gut and break ourselves to move, and break the bondage and poor stewardship of excessive rent.
Work or farm? Home or House? Earn or Produce?
Right now, all I ever hear is : both.
And that's too hard.
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