I spend a lot of time mumbling things that I'd like to be writing down, and then not writing them.
Then I come to write things down, and I can't think what I mumbled.
Today - well this week - has been too busy. It was up to Cirencester yesterday with H to visit potential University. Today I had two meetings about forthcoming projects on the field - outdoor learning with School and PreSchool in the village.
Tomorrow it's back to work and I don't feel as if my feet have touched the ground.
Autumn is in the air, and so I lit the Rayburn properly for the first time today. It feels nice to have its warm and comforting presence, bumbling away in the background.
as you can see I was quick to pop the kettle on and park the rocker nice and near, so that after lunch I was perfectly positioned to sit down with a cup of coffee, to think through and process all the stuff that's happening, before heading off on the school run.
There is so much to consider at the moment. I'm finding it hard to think about all the choices, decisions, and situations all at once. I've been offered extra work, which would help with squaring the budget, but mean I had next to no time to work on farm stuff.
We're determined to build the farm, but equally determined to pay off our debts, and get ourselves back in a good position financially. The picture changes from day to day, and then some days I just want to sit and soak it in, and think, you know, life (this life at least) is short, and beautiful. It's too precious to spend in a state of non stop stress. Everything will be OK. At that point, I just want to drop all the jobs and side hustles and desperate attempts to square the circle, and just work the land, peacefully.
The following day, I will be back in the land of the determined, and feel we really do have to put ourselves on a better financial footing.
I'm still trying to keep all three blogs going but This Little War is currently hosted at http://frugalhomefront.blogspot.co.uk/ because I can't get the domain name change to work!
How is Autumn treating you? Are you a work until you drop to get the books balanced type, or do you see life as too precious to spend with your nose to the grindstone all the time?
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